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Promise

Kazuki's love ending

This is the translation/script of Kazuki's love ending from the Mixed Edition version of the game. This was done through the scene viewer in the game, so it just starts where the game itself "says" this scene begins.

translation notes:
~ This scene is very mildly worded, although the acts are explicit and there is no question about what is going on. That is how it is written; it's not the translator being shy or "cleaning it up" before posting!
~ Tenses start getting mixed once the scene shifts from dialogue/thoughts to mostly description. Again, this is how the scene was written. It's usually because Keita's thoughts have been mashed in with the description, but they're no longer separated from the text by parentheses as they were at the beginning of the scene.
~ In Mixed Edition, the PSP text was added to the original PC script. Because of this, there is a section of text that is used twice, but this is not a typo or formatting error. It's because the PSP version cut out all the sex, but still used a bit of the non-sexual description at the end of the scene. So it's in there twice.

the scene

Keita: Oh...

(It's a lie... isn't it? Something like this...)
(Well this.... I said I wanted to go to school with Kazu-nii...)
(That was... just a child's selfishness.)
(I didn't want to be separated from Kazu-nii.... That's the only reason I said that....)
(I had completely forgotten it myself...)
(Still, Kazu-nii always remembered, and to fulfill that promise, he called me to this school.)
(Even though it's been so many years since then...)

Keita: Um, Kazu... Kazu-nii...
Kazuki: Call me Kazuki, same as before.
Keita: Kazu... ki?
Kazuki: Right.
Keita: Um, why...
Kazuki: Hm?
Keita: Why didn't you tell me anything? When we first met, why...
Keita: Why did you wait until I remembered...
Kazuki: You were still little back then. I thought, it couldn't be helped if you had forgotten me.
Kazuki: That's why I didn't say anything.
Kazuki: Even without the promise, I was sure you'd choose me.
Kazuki: That's what I believed.
Keita: Believed...
Kazuki: ... No. It's a lie.
Kazuki: Actually, I was really worried.
Kazuki: You might have completely forgotten me.
Kazuki: The promise to go to school together, the time you spent with me, my existence, all of it...
Kazuki: Even if you had remembered, the memories of me may not have been important to you...
Kazuki: Even if I told the truth, you might have said “it's too late now”.
Kazuki: Maybe that's why I didn't tell you the truth.
Keita: Kazuki...
Kazuki: Keita...
Kazuki: I decided to wait silently until you remembered me.
Kazuki: At your side, spending time with you...
Kazuki: To have that be enough...
Kazuki: So, when you first came into the classroom, I was so happy.
Kazuki: Keita had arrived. I could see Keita again.
Kazuki: After that, talking to you...
Kazuki: I was a bit worried about how you would react.
Keita: Of course. since we hadn't seen each other in years...
Keita: I could have become a really unpleasant person.
Kazuki: That wouldn't happen. I never worried at all that you would turn out like that.
Kazuki: Only, I was a little worried. About whether you would accept me or not...
Keita: Kazuki...
Kazuki: When I was showing you around the school, you were excited to be at Bell Liberty School, but I was really excited.
Kazuki: Because I could walk around the school with you as a classmate.
Kazuki: When I think that I'm at school with you as I promised back then, I'm so...
Kazuki: That's why I was surprised when I heard you were expelled, and of course I was really angry.
Kazuki: I had already determined to protect you no matter what.
Keita: And so... you started the MVP Battle for me?
Keita: But because of that, you... might have had to quit being director.
Keita: I didn't want that...
Kazuki: I decided to protect you no matter what. I assumed that risk.
Keita: Kazuki...
Kazuki: When I participated in the MVP Battle with you, I was going to absolutely win for you.
Kazuki: I couldn't let you leave school. That's all I thought about.

(That's what Kazuki was thinking...)
(And yet I doubted Kazuki.)
(Kazuki, who was thinking so much about me...)

Keita: Kazuki, I'm sorry. I... didn't consider that at all. Instead, I doubted you...
Kazuki: It's fine. You had other things to think about, it's reasonable.
Kazuki: Since I didn't explain anything to you.
Keita: But, you didn't tell me because... you're the director here, right?
Kazuki: Not just because of that.
Kazuki: I thought it would make me happiest if you remembered me on your own.
Kazuki: And...
Kazuki: And, more than anything... Keita...
Keita: Kazuki...
Kazuki: Keita... I... love you...
Keita: Oh...
Kazuki: Does it... bother you?
Keita: No... It doesn't bother me, but...
Keita: Kazuki, it's not fair...
Kazuki: Not fair?
Keita: This... I wish you had told me this from the beginning. This.. just me not knowing anything...
Keita: Still, when you talk like this, I... can't be mad at you...
Kazuki: Were you mad?
Keita: I... I am mad.
Kazuki: Why?
Keita: Why, well...
Keita: Naturally!!
Keita: I'm the only one that didn't know anything, that's...
Keita: Well, that's annoying... isn't it?
Kazuki: Just annoying?
Keita: Is there still more?
Keita: Don't keep asking the reason like that.
Kazuki: Thank goodness. You weren't really mad.
Keita: Don't... don't laugh. You acting like that, I...
Kazuki: Hate it?
Keita: H... hate, I'm telling you it's not like that!
Keita: It's not hate or anything, I... I...

(Damnit. That Kazuki... never telling me that he was actually the director and Kazu-nii...)
(He loves me...)
(He's always thinking about me, no matter what...)
(He had even gone so far to risk quitting being the director to protect me...)
(Still, I... doubted Kazuki somewhere in my heart.)
(Even though Kazuki knew I felt like that...)
(And yet he still did the utmost for me in the MVP Battle.)
(Even while I always thought of Kazuki as a friend, I noticed things somehow... I really considered things...)
(But, I...)
(Actually, Kazuki is a friend, and my childhood big brother, but that's not all, Kazuki... is...)

Keita: Wh... what, is this...
Keita: You... being the director.... Suddenly wearing a suit in front of me...
Keita: I... always thought you were a good friend...
Keita: The same as me, average at academics and sports, just good at knitting, and...
Kazuki: And?
Keita: Apart from knitting, a regular student like me, a classmate... I always thought you were the same as me.
Keita: Still...
Keita: Wh.. what is this. Just you...
Kazuki: Just me?
Keita: Just... you, like this...
Keita: Being so... cool, it's not fair...
Kazuki: Keita, you...
Keita: Wh, what...
Kazuki: No.... You saying that, makes me kind of...
Keita: What is it?
Kazuki: I'm really, very happy...
Keita: What, why are you... so happy...
Kazuki: Since you told me, I'm happy, Keita.
Keita: What...
Keita: Uh... um... wait a minute. ...Kazuki.
Keita: ... um...

(There's just one important thing left.)
(Kazuki said he loves me a lot, but I haven't said anything yet.)
(I have to say it.)
(If I don't say at least this much, I'll definitely regret it.)

Kazuki: What's the matter, Keita?
Keita: I... still haven't said anything.
Keita: You told me what you were thinking, but I... haven't said anything yet.
Keita: This is unfair... I think...
Kazuki: Unfair?
Keita: I want you to let me say it properly. Um... my feelings...
Keita: I'll say it. I... I love you too...
Keita: Not just as my friend and childhood big brother, um... in a special sense, I really... love you...
Kazuki: Keita.
Keita: Wah...

Kazuki suddenly clasped my arms.
Um, wait, I still... have lots of things I want to say, and then things I want to ask....

Keita: Ka, Kazuki. Wait a minute.
Keita: Kazuki, why were you pretending to be a student? And Kazu-nii... now...

How old are you?
I thought to ask, but Kazuki... clasped my arms and pulled me close....

Keita: Oh...

(Kazu... ki...)
(Kazuki's lips are on mine...)
(I'm... being kissed...)

Keita: Ka... Kazuki. I was in the middle of a question...
Kazuki: We can do that later.
Keita: Later...
Kazuki: I've been waiting the whole time. I've been enduring it the whole time, so I can't wait any longer.
Keita: Wait... for what...

Uwah. My... heart was pounding.
Kazuki hadn't noticed.
My face was hot and it was hard to breathe, I felt like I wouldn't be able to breathe.
This was...
I didn't know what I should do and flustered, I closed my eyes.
Kazuki's arms embraced me.
Brushing the tip of his nose against my neck, he whispered heatedly.

Kazuki: I want to have you.

Wants to have me, well, that's....
How should I respond?
Kazuki's arms that were holding me slowly loosened.
He wrapped himself around my back....

Keita: Oh...

Kazuki, who was embracing me from behind, put his hand on the lapel of my jacket and pulled it off my arms.
Stepping over the jacket which fell on the floor, with his arms wrapped around my body, he leaned over my back.
I didn't know how to respond.
Should I disentangle myself, or should I lie face up on the desk?
I didn't know, so just as things were going, I lay face down on the desk.
Kazuki's fingers deftly undid my shirt buttons one by one.
As the buttons were unfastened, more of my front was exposed, and Kazuki's fingers touched my skin just a little.
Even though it was just that, my body got hot, like I was going to end up twitching.
I... was really aroused.
Besides, my entire body had gotten really sensitive.
To Kazuki's breathing at my ear, and his weight on my back.
To where the tip of his dangling necktie touched my back through my shirt.
I could clearly feel even the hem of his suit where it hit my thighs, brushing over my pants with his movements.
It was like something had happened to all the nerves in my body.
The front of my shirt was completely open, and Kazuki stroked up my sides, using the whole palm of his hand.

Keita: Fah... ah...
Kazuki: Is that good, Keita?
Keita: Ah...

Kazuki, you idiot. Don't ask that.
If you ask something that embarrassing right at my ear, it makes my mind go blank, and I can't even think of how I should respond.

Keita: I can't answer... that.
Kazuki: I see...

Kazuki's hand stroked my thigh through my pants.
With each little movement of his hand, the part that was touched tensed and twitched as if drawing away.

Kazuki: Keita...

Even though... he was just calling my name.
No way....
Like... my breath would stop....

Kazuki: Your face is red. Don't be so nervous...
Keita: Ah... B, but, Kazu-nii...
Kazuki: Kazuki.
Keita: Kazu... ki. I...
Kazuki: Just relax. Take a deep breath... let it out. ... Like that.

I'm acting weird...
Even if it's Kazu-nii I'm with, this is....
Even though the one I'm with is Kazuki.
Kazuki.... Kazu-nii.... The director....
The director!?
That's right. I always thought of Kazuki as a friend, but... Kazuki is not just Kazu-nii, he's also the director of Bell Liberty School....
So... so, this....
Uwah! Uwah! Uwah!! Somehow, I don't get this anymore....

Kazuki: What's the matter, Keita? ... You look like you're about to cry?
Keita: W... well, I... don't... get it. Kazuki... how should I think of you?
Keita: You're Kazuki, and Kazu-nii, and the director... I know that, but I... when I think about who you are...
Kazuki: You should think of me the way you want to.
Keita: How I want to...
Kazuki: Yeah. Kazuki, Kazu-nii, the director, think of me however you want.
Kazuki: They're all the real me.
Keita: Kazu...
Kazuki: I'm Endo Kazuki who was always with you as your classmate, and Kazu-nii who played with you when you were little, and the director who manages the school here.
Kazuki: I've been all of those honestly.
Kazuki: So, Keita...
Keita: Ah!!

Kazuki's hand. Just now, he stroked... me... through my pants....

Kazuki: And, I'm the one who's holding you like this now.
Kazuki: I wanted you so much. I've always loved you.
Kazuki: So, Keita...
Keita: Ah... aah...
Kazuki: Think of me as whoever you want. I'll absolutely show you that any me is a man you can love.

It's... no use.
I can't take it.
So hotly at my ear, saying... these things, I....
Dammit. What is this.
I... no more... I can't take it anymore!!

Keita: Ka... Kazuki. I... Kazuki... Kazu-nii...
Kazuki: Hm?
Keita: I love you. I love you too. Kazuki...
Keita: So.... I... want you to... do it...
Kazuki: Keita...

Again... my name....
But this time... in a meltingly sweet voice.
When I hear this sort of voice, it's like all the strength leaves my body.
With a look of relief, he's calling to me like he loves me from the bottom of his heart.
And then Kazuki kissed my neck.

Keita: Fah...

I'm melting.... I'm going to melt away....
From where Kazuki's lips are touching me, my body... is going to melt away....
His hand... Kazuki's, entwined around my right hand, grasping it tightly, and he gently rubbed as if caressing the space between my fingers.

Keita: Kazuki... mm.... Kazuki...
Keita: Kazuki...
Kazuki: Keita. I love you... after all, I love you so much...
Kazuki: Since the time you called me Kazu-nii, I've always... wanted to be the one to protect you.
Kazuki: And when I summoned you here as the director, I looked forward to seeing what you had become.
Kazuki: Becoming your classmate, being by your side...
Kazuki: But always I... loved you, Ito Keita.
Keita: Kazuki. Me too...
Keita: I love you too.... Kazuki, I love you.... No matter who you are...

I'm no good. After all, I've become an idiot.
Even though I want to say something more clever, “I love you”... is all I can think of to say.
Besides, I was hopelessly self-centered.
I wanted to communicate my feelings... or rather, with even stronger feelings, I wanted to hurry and... do it with Kazuki.
Kazuki's hand caressed up my belly and reached my chest.
His fingers smoothly stroked my flat chest, and then lightly caught my nipple.
That... I wanted more of it.
What Kazuki was doing... Kazuki's feelings.... I wanted to feel it more and more.

Keita: Kazu... ki. There...
Kazuki: Here?

Kazuki's nails lightly scratched around the base of my nipple as if tracing it.
Uwah. Just now... that felt really good.

Kazuki: Does it feel good?
Keita: Ye... ah...
Kazuki: I see. I'm glad. Keita...

Kazuki. This guy... somehow he seems really happy.
When he talks to me in this tone, I....
Even I get happy.
With just the hand gently stroking over my chest, it felt so good.
Even though it made me want to cry out, after all, because it was embarrassing, I trembled and bit my lip.
Kazuki was peering at my face and suddenly kissed my cheek.

Keita: Ah...
Kazuki: Keita, more... let me hear your voice...
Keita: But... ah... ngh...

After all, it's embarrassing.
But I'm a man.
Like this... I'm crying out at just having my chest stroked.
Kazuki chuckled softly at my ear.
It was a soft snort, as if saying “you're hopeless.”
It was like he was making fun of me a bit....
But, since it was Kazuki, I didn't really mind... I guess...

Keita: Ah...

Kazuki's hand unfastened my belt.
Lowering the zipper, his hand caressed my heat through my underwear.

Kazuki: Keita...
Keita: Ah! Aah! Kh...

The moment Kazuki's hand touched me, all my consciousness became focused there.
I... had gotten really hard.
Hard... hot....

Keita: Hah... Aah...
Kazuki: It's wet. Here...
Keita: Don't... say... that...
Kazuki: It's fine, isn't it? I'm like this too. ... See?

Kazuki shifted the position of his legs, and pressed himself... pressed his hips against my butt.
Uwah...
Kazuki's... Kazuki's too had gotten as hard as mine...

Kazuki: I'm taking it off, Keita. And then... may I?
Keita: Huh...
Kazuki: I want you... I want to really make you mine. So...
Keita: Kazuki...

Oh... what is he saying at this point?
I...
Me too, with Kazuki...

Kazuki: Keita. If you don't want to, tell me...
Keita: Yes, of course. Yes, so hurry...
Keita: Don't tease me, idiot. I'm... really embarrassed.
Kazuki: Sorry. You were so cute, I just...

Calling me cute, that's....
If he says that, it kind of makes me... extremely embarrassed....
Wait, Kazuki. When did you take off my shirt, and you're pulling the pants off my legs....
It's no good... I can't think anymore....
My shirt and pants removed, I was wondering what he would do next, and Kazuki quickly removed his own clothes.
Kazuki's naked body....
It wasn't really... the first time I'd seen it.
When I was small, I felt like we had bathed together several times.
Maybe it had been at Kazuki's house, or maybe at my grandfather's house, I couldn't really remember.
But Kazuki's naked body... was completely different from that time.
Of course.
It had already been years since then.
When he was with me at school as a friend, I wasn't aware of it at all.
But Kazu-nii had become so muscular.
It was the imposing body of an adult man.
That person was holding me gently from behind.
When he held me as if was he was covering me, all our bare skin pressed, since both Kazuki and I were naked.
Arms were wrapped around my chest and belly.
The muscle of his shoulder touched the base of my arm.
There was the sensation of his chest and his hard nipples touching the protruding bones of my back.
They all stimulated me and it created a giddy pleasure.
I... was just being held, but I thought I would end up coming with just a little more.
That's how much of an overwhelming experience touching each other naked with Kazuki was.
Because it was Kazuki....
Because Kazuki was holding me....
Because I was being being held by my beloved... the person I treasured from the bottom of my heart....
But of course it wouldn't end with just that.
As Kazuki's hand slowly groped my body, he next went lower.
On my front... he grasped the part that was hard and slowly massaged it.

Keita: Ah... aah...

Suddenly, a sound like a gasp escaped me and my hips swayed.
Trying to control my movements, Kazuki's hand grasped my thigh.
When he grabbed me, my legs jerked, and it made my hips rise mostly reflexively.

Kazuki: Keita...

Kazuki's voice that called me... it was hot and getting husky, it was really sexy.
Just having that voice whisper to me, something hot inside me began to surge.

Keita: Kazu... ki...

At last, Kazuki's fingers searched within... for that puckered place.
Shyly, his fingers moved as if he was trying to widen it.
I somehow understood what Kazuki wanted to do.
It was really embarrassing, but since Kazuki was holding my body tight, I was able to endure it somehow.
I couldn't control the slight trembling of my legs, but every once in a while, he petted my hair as if to soothe me.

Kazuki: Keita. ... May I?

Kazuki asked me again.
Even though he didn't have to ask anymore.
I had already become Kazuki's.
Still, I nodded.
Because I wanted to communicate to him properly.
I loved Kazuki, so the same as Kazuki wanted to do this with me, I felt from the bottom of my heart that I wanted to do this with Kazuki too.
I wanted Kazuki to know that.

Keita: Mm, yes. Kazu...

That's as far as I got and my breath hitched.
Kazuki was inside me....
Entering... inside me....

Kazuki: Keita. Does it... hurt...?
Keita: I'm fine.... Kazu.... I'm fine... really...

It hurt....
Actually, it hurt a lot.
But it was Kazuki....
Because it was Kazuki inside me....
I... had become one with Kazuki... so....

Kazuki: Kuh, ungh... Keita... Keita...
Keita: Ah... aah...

Sweat broke out over my whole body.
Drops dripped onto my back and shoulders, and before I even realized that it was Kazuki's sweat, it was mixing and running with mine.
My body wanted to escape the pain, but the hands that gripped my hips tightly didn't yield and as he thrust up, little by little, Kazuki entered me.

Keita: Ungh... kah. Ah.... Kazu... ki. Kazu...
Kazuki: Keita...

Sighing deeply, Kazuki held me.
Not... just my back.
The arms that held my head, and the legs which were entwined supporting me, all of him was snuggled perfectly against my body.

Keita: Kazu... ki.... I....
Kazuki: I'm sorry. It hurt, didn't it? But... it'll be alright now. Keita...
Keita: Ah...

At that whispering voice persuading me, the strength left my body.
And then, like a miracle, the pain lessened like it was melting away.

Keita: Kazuki...

I weakly opened my eyes which had been tightly shut and slowly reached out a hand.
Kazuki caught and grasped it tightly.

Kazuki: Keita...
Keita: Kazuki. I'm fine. I... really only hurt a little... but now...
Keita: You don't have to worry like that, I...
Keita: I love you, Kazuki.... So, it's fine now.
Kazuki: Keita. I love you too. I love you more than anyone else in the world.
Kazuki: My Keita...

Glancing up while lying over the desk, I met Kazuki's gaze, peering at me worriedly.
The moment our eyes met, we both felt relief and smiled, not knowing which went first.
Still holding my body, Kazuki started moving slowly again.
Inside me... I could clearly feel Kazuki's heat moving.

Keita: Ah... aah, ah...

Every time he thrust, my voice escaped me, and a strange sensation like pain... a little bit unpleasant, like being filled, gripped my body.
Kazuki's hand which grasped my hips at last slid down and gripped me at the base of my pelvis.

Keita: Ah...

His hand moved.
Gripping me, Kazuki's hand... stroked me, now tight, now loose.

Keita: Hah... aah. Ah! Kazuki... ye... Kazuki...

When I realized it, my hips were swaying on their own, and every once in a while my hips even wriggled.
I kind of... couldn't believe it.
That I could be this happy and feel so good being taken by someone... by the person I loved.
As my nails raked, scratching, across the surface of the massive desk, I really was in torment.
In Kazuki's arms... my most beloved person's arms, with our bodies connected, I gasped in ecstasy.
I... loved Kazuki.
My beloved... the one I treasured.
It was Endo Kazuki, and Kazu-nii, the neighbor from my grandfather's house that I played with when I was little, and the director of Bell Liberty School.
But even without those titles, I was sure it was Kazuki... the one who was holding me like this, that I had fallen in love with.
As long I was me and he was him, I was sure I loved him.
I was sure....

Keita: Kazuki. I... love you, Kazuki.... I love you... so....
Kazuki: I know, Keita. But I... I love you too. Just don't forget that.
Kazuki: I've always... always loved you... that's why.
Kazuki: Keita.... Keita...

His thrusts sped up and at the same time, Kazuki's hand that was stroking me moved even faster.
But more than that, Kazuki was telling me he loved me over and over.
He called my name over and over.
And so... and so, I....

Keita: Ah... aah, ah...

Suddenly my body stiffened.
There was a feeling inside my body like it tensed and squeezed, contracting, and I released in the arms of the man who was holding me.

Keita: Ah... hah...
Kazuki: Keita... ah...

Kazuki's body shuddered violently.
And then, inside me... he released hot spurts.

Keita: Fah... ah... ung...

When Kazuki's body slipped off me, hot drops overflowed and ran down my legs.
Enjoying the feeling of being entwined, I slowly looked up as I lay on the desk.

Keita: Kazuki, I...
Kazuki: I know. I love you too. ... Keita...

Once again, Kazuki covered me and hugged me tightly.
I wanted to return the embrace but my body was heavy and I couldn't even lift my arms.
But it didn't matter.
Kazuki understood it properly.
That I loved him.
So it didn't matter anymore.
Kazuki...
My beloved... the one I treasured.
It was Endo Kazuki, and Kazu-nii, the neighbor from my grandfather's house that I played with when I was little, and the director of Bell Liberty School.
But even without those titles, I was sure it was Kazuki... the one who was holding me like this, that I had fallen in love with.
As long I was me and he was him, I was sure I loved him.
I was sure....
When I thought about how he treasured me from a long, long time ago, before I felt this way, I was so embarrassed I couldn't stand it....
Just now, I wanted to feel Kazuki's warmth without thinking anything....
Feeling Kazuki's body heat.
Feeling Kazuki's... heartbeat in his chest....
Kazuki and I... were touching each other now.
And so, right now, I was so happy I couldn't stand it.
Kazuki, I love you.
I love you too, Kazuki... Kazu-nii....
I love you, Kazuki....

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